Saturday 01 Nov 2008, 08:17 PM
"Flowers in our hair!!!"
So I feel fucking tired. Damn tired. Friggin tired. Frickin tired. Goddamn tired. MAKE A JOYFUL DANCE!
Anyway, I'm okay, just don't let your youthful dreams and visions fade away!
Monday 20 Oct 2008, 04:41 AM
I don't know what his problem is. He certainly has a grudge against me. He talks like he's a big shot and really cool, but the only place I bet people even think he is cool on, is Queenzone. Not that it's bad, but I bet he's a virgin, and I won't believe anything unless someone told me they fucked him. He's so childish and has pimples all over his face, and I think the only votes for attractiveness on this forum he is getting is from girls young enough to be his child, lol. He's a kid too, and I think it's stupid he'd talk about his elders with immature ways. He has a lot of learning and growing up to do. I'll take him more serious when he stops thinking he's a big shot, when he gets rid of half of the thousands of ugly zits on his face, and when he realizes he's an ugly young man and that his hair makes him look even worse... it just doesn't suit him, though I'm sure there's plenty of 12 year olds that'll beg to differ. I don't give a fuck if Raf is rocking the cosmos, if he can't do the horizontal bop, he's too young to back talk people older than him. Raf probably thinks I have a low IQ and that I'm some redneck, which is hilarious.And that other character, ah jeeze, I forget his name, though some people call him 'Bubu'... what a lame name. That guy is a lost cause and I wouldn't be surprised if he gets it up his ass everyday. His nickname must be from whichever gay community he belongs to. Around here, they don't do that kind of thing. I've got some gay friends and they are more intelligent than a bastard like him. You can have a conversation with them. I get a long with gay men better than straight men. I guess some guys feel competitive with me, I don't know why. I'm better looking than the males on here assume, maybe that's it. Haha. Physical appearence is quite different than an attitude, and I speak my mind, and it pisses a lot of assholes off, but they can go home and shine their bean. I have a serious hatred towards most guys, as they are full of themselves. I was never one to try to fit in with people, I'd just do as I fucking please, and will continue to do so until I die. I've never been in a fight and lost. No one has kicked my ass. The only thing that happened to me in which I consider a failure, is when some idiot threw a fucking metal pail at my head. I later took that jerk and through him against the ground and stomped all over his back and made him cry. We are friends now though, as we've both grown up. I notice a lot, not all, but a lot of males on this damn forum are single guys and lonely. The type of guys who'd have an online relationship with a girl on the net, even though deep in their heart, they know that they'll never get a chance to meet. Failures.
Raf also said my girlfriend is ugly. I beg to differ. She has wonderful gigantic tits that I think she should insure for $2,000,000.00 .. and she's got the cutest face, and a nice body. It's a lot more fun having sex with her, than masturbating. If he thinks his hand is the best way to go, that's his fucking problem, but don't get so jealous, you wanker! And what a baby you are for crying to youtube. They never did delete my videos, but they said there was a complaint but found nothing wrong. They probably laughed their ass off over the situation. I did however, delete all of my videos, except one, and I was sure to keep the key words in it, just to make you mad.
Monday 20 Oct 2008, 04:26 AM
Gavyn woke up in the middle of the night so it appears that he stole my spot on the bed. He must of woken up with a bad dream, so he's cuddling with Jessica. Looks like I have to sleep on the couch now. I'm not angry, but it's a little in-convienient for me, so I told Jessica not to wake me up till two-o-clock tomorrow afternoon... I need the sleep anyways.Jessica is meeting my friend Courtney, for the first time tomorrow. I think they are anyway, if things go as planned. Jess doesn't like Courtney, cause she thinks Courtney is a slut and has a huge crush on me. Courtney doesn't like me like that though, she likes fat bald guys. I'm average weight with longer than normal for men hair. She tends to like the type of guys that are from the poor parts of town with idiot attitudes. But Courtney is my friend and has been for a long time, so I just wish they get along together.
I've been listening to a lot of Slade lately. Slade's a great fucking band. What ever happened to bands with comedy? All bands seem TOO serious nowadays.
Saturday 18 Oct 2008, 01:50 AM
I'm totally in love with the song 'Wild Nites' by Blessings In Disguise. It was a project of Dave Hill of Slade. He recruited his band mate, Noddy Holder, to sing the lead vocals. It has very catchy lyrics and the music may be a bit simple but it's great. I'm going to re-record the song and I can't fucking wait. Hearing the song, and since it was done in 1989, near the end of Slade's career together (as the original members), it seems like a song of past times during their career... but I think it can be thought of in many ways. Hanging out with friends long ago, a memorable party, etc. I just LOVE this song. I want to get the instrumental done within the next month, and then do the vocals. I'll probably have my brother-in-law play the guitar. I've been listening to the song for the past five hours. I'm obsessed with it. Just when you think you think you've heard the best songs that exhist, on comes another hidden gem. I fucking love the song!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wV-jxdNQGyQ
Tuesday 14 Oct 2008, 02:32 PM
Why can't she understand that I'm just friends with her? There's nothing to be jealous of.
Tuesday 14 Oct 2008, 04:19 AM
Jessica, Gavyn, and I are renting a new apartment now. We've been living in an apartment building my Dad owns, but I'm tired of that because he makes me do all the damn yard work, and building maintenance, and I just see my parents too much. Jessica feels the same way, so we went out and were looking at apartments in Claremont, and we found one, but when we came out, we all had fleas on our goddamn clothes, including the landlord who is a cop, and he acted like he didn't know about it, but you could sure tell he knew about it. So one of the ladies who worked at Jessica's old work, owns an apartment building, and an apartment was vacant. Well we got it. When I met the ladies husband, he immieditely said "are you Dana Britt's son?" I said, "Yep, I sure am"... well apparently the guy was hired by my Dad to do some work on our furnance in his old apartment building he owned. The guy thought it was funny, that I'm moving out of an apartment building, that my Dad currently owns. He must think we hate eachother, but it's not that, it's just my Dad is a jerk and expects me to do all the work around the house. He also blames me for smoking in the house too, which I'd never do. I smoke outside only! Well, we got the apartment. That's what the man and woman said. The apartment needs some paint in a couple of the rooms, and I said I'll do it, and they said they'll deduct it from our downpayment or whatever, which is pretty good. I'd rather paint it myself anyways. They don't got me a house artist for nothing! The apartment is on the second floor of a four family apartment building. Our apartment has two bedrooms, a HUGE bathroom, a HUGE fucking living room, tons of HUGE closets, a back porch, a front hall way. It's really nice. I start painting it Friday. We pay for the first months rent on Friday, but Jessica doesn't want to move in until I'm done painting it, and I don't blame her. It's also got a new refridgerator and stove, and all new windows. We will only be paying for rent and electricity... as the heat is included IN the rent, so it's a bit high in price, but it's well worth it. It's right near the school, so in four years, when Gavyn turns five, I can just walk him right to the school, which is great. I'm also about a two minute walk from a store, which is also nice. I don't know what the other tenants in the building are like, but I'm hoping they aren't druggies. It's not thebest part of town, but it's not the ghetto of Newport or anything either. I'm leaving all my music equipment in my apartment I'm in now, as it's going to be turned into a music studio. I'm so excited about this, and so is Jessica. Gavyn doesn't seem to mind the place either.That's all for now!
Monday 06 Oct 2008, 06:53 AM
I have a goddamn headache. For chrissake, I better get some goddamn sleep, boy.Wednesday 01 Oct 2008, 09:11 PM
My Great Grandfather died yesterday, of liver failure. Probably the
meds they gave him at the nursing home to make him not depressed. His son, my grandfather, has decided that there will be no funeral, no ceremony of any sort, and he will be cremated. He won't be buried with my Great Grandmother, or his daughter (who died when she was born).
This seems fucked up. I don't think he'd like this. His son doesn't give a fuck about anything.
Saturday 27 Sep 2008, 11:26 PM
I've got a horrible cold. It fucking sucks. That's it for now!Saturday 06 Sep 2008, 10:21 PM
I've got a great idea
for an album. As every person in this world knows, there were a ton of
women killed in my area in the late 70s till the mid 80s. Well, there
was a guy who has schizophrenia and he was falsely accused of the
horrible killings. A girl he LOVED was one of the people killed. His
DNA did not match, but he was a suspect and arrested on suspicion back
in the 1980s. They now have a better suspect who was from Florida and
did some killings (some guy in a wheel chair made the confessions of
being a forced accomplice!). Well, I'm going to write a whole fucking
album. A guy accused of murder, even though he was in love with one of
the ladies that was murdered? Sad really. I've actually met the guy, he
is weird, but I don't think he killed anyone.